What I’m not feeling…..honest. Really.

guilty

bitter

frustrated

defeated

jealous

envious

ashamed

alone

despondent

indignant

outraged

worthless……

I push all these and more away from my heart with all the strength of my will and conscious self. 

I attempt to pull in the good and real and the possible….

and the tears of reality silently fall and spatter all around me despite my assurances that it’s okay. everything will be fine. it’s just another day.

And the tears keep falling.

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